I'm Coming Back to the Heart of Worship

感谢神，让我仍然有生命气息的活着，我知这是何等的恩典。

我，并不完美，很多时候却是那么的软弱、无助...我想这样的我一定是个让天父非常失望的孩子，很多时候觉得自己很亏欠、不配的这一切...

在岁月不断拉着我前进的当儿，纵然面对好多的不容易、开心的、不开心的、高山、低谷，我深深的知道我的天父爱我，他不曾放弃我，因在他眼里我是何等的宝贵。

是天父不改变的爱，让我看见生命的光彩，因为他的爱带我回来...

今天早上在主日学听着这首“不改变的爱”，听到 “是不改变的爱，让我看见生命的光彩，因为你的爱带我回来...” 我的眼泪不停的在眼眶里打转，心里一股声音提醒了我，是天父的爱，让我经历了这一切，是他的爱带我回来。

跨别一个月后，我今天在次站在圣殿的台上来领唱，心里时刻的感动、温暖，

纵然软弱，但我深知靠着那加给我力量的我凡事都能做，因这父神的带领，我在敬拜的过程中满满经历他的爱与同在，我知道我的生命属于他，我知道我这一生要为他而活，谢谢你的爱，我的天父！

谢谢今天的敬拜赞美团，

Keyboardist: Cindy & 雪雯

Bassist: 春鸣

Drummer: 庆为

Backup Worshiper: 云云、丽莲 & 婉惠

谢谢你们的配搭，让我能享有这么棒的敬拜，我甚愿我们都满满经历天父的爱，让我们从新回到敬拜的心，以生命来服侍，愿天父扩张我们的境界！

生命~就那么一口气

生命，是多么的短暂，没有人能够掌握明天是否会如往常般一样度日，东奔西跑，潇洒自如...

那一天，听到你的状况不是很理想时我总以为还有些时间，但下午的电话再次响起，告诉我说情况不妙了，原本打算一下班马上赶去医院，谁知刚要出门时...你已来不及说些什么，用尽了那一口气...走了...一切都停止了...是我第二次看着身边的战友的离去，看着躺卧的你，我懂你已安息在主的怀里了...

泪流了，干了，你的离去让我感到生命的可贵，价值与勇气。很多人轻而易举的放弃自己的生命，也有很多人不懂得自己生命的价值，在这兜兜转转的生活当中盲目的去追寻那断暂的、带不走的、会朽坏的物质...丧失了自我，对人与人之间的爱与信任，连活下去的勇气都丢失了...

看着你一路的成长，彼此的配搭与服事...让我有很多的感触，你的认真、你的学习、你的努力、你的委身...这都将成为我们的榜样与学习。这几个月你坚定与癌症抗战的精神，我以你为荣...是你让我学习争取每一次的感动、每一口的呼吸、每一次的心跳...

在这爱的季节将来临时，希望周围的人都能够把握每一次的感动、机会，得到那尚好的礼物~耶稣基督，得到永生的盼望，人生的方向。

Gabriel,圣诞节快乐！


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哥，生日快乐！

时间马不停蹄的飞逝，生活的步伐似乎让我们连脚步都不得不适应那速度，回一回首，你...已走了三年半...感觉你的离去却仿佛闭上眼的那一瞬间...你的笑容，你的身影，你的陪伴是我很想再次去体会的...

这些日子走过不算简单，但有神的带领和看顾，经历神满满的恩典。妈妈一切安好，别担心..11月8号大清早就去插花了，我知她非常挂念你...继续为我们加油吧，深信妈妈能跨越自己，接受那上好的礼物...与你和我在天上相遇..

至于我呢，工作了两年半，学习了很多，要学习的仍然很多，所以我会尽最大的努力去学习。自从你离开之后、所经历的实在太多，有开心的时候、失望的时候、沮丧的时候，挑战的时候，想起你的鼓励，你的笑容，让我一次再一次的勇敢前进...感恩的是一路有神的牵引，感觉神牵我离开以往的大路，让我学习去摸索，学习...每个的经历我会深藏我心...甚愿这一生永不回首，每脚步更踏实的跟随父的脚步...

11月8号下午去插花时，回想了很多过往的每一幕，好怀念..若时间能倒退，我想为你庆祝生日...因为我不曾为你庆祝，不曾为你买过生日蛋糕，不曾看到你切生日蛋糕的笑容...我知道我已没这机会了...希望接下来的日子，我能陪着我爱、我在乎的人度过每一年的生日，为他们留下每一次的回忆...我不想让自己后悔，因为不是每一次的机会我们都把握得住...

学习珍惜身边的人、事、物...
继续为我们加油、打气，我们会勇敢活着，活得更精彩...

「愿用生命服事直到最后一口呼吸。」

哥，生日快乐！







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我回来了！！！！

停止update我的blog已经好一段时间了，好多好多的经历都烙印在心里都不懂该如何去诠释，非常感谢神这一路的带领，恩典和无条件的爱。。。谢谢你从不离弃我。

在整个筹备活力营和营会的当儿再次寻回那起初的爱，从那一天开始，一天比一天更深的经历他的恩典，让我再次出发。

在这几个月中实在有太多太多的感触，每一个经历都让我感到那是何等的美好，窝心，我会好好深藏在我心房，所有的一点一滴，将为我生命绘上色彩，一切很美只因有你。

最近再次设计和绘图:

客厅:

开放式厨房/饭厅:

主人房:

卧房1:

卧房2:

书房:


不懂是否进步或退步了大家给一些意见吧，希望会有更大的进步。

最近也陷入压力当中，开始进入年底了，公司我得开始Joy camp decoration和圣诞节的布置了，整个构思都还没完整，要好好加油了 。

"我靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能作。" 腓立比书4章13节

Dear My Fren...please wake up !!!!

Hi all,please do pray 4my fren Ah BOy,he meet an serious accident yesterday when he on the way back to home.........now stil in ICU.........pls do pray.........i believe God handle everthing!!! do pray for his family oso. Wake up my fren........stay strong.......i will be waiting for u man.......

Give me more timeeeee

Time fly ...too fast and can't hold it...Tuesday b4 finish work receive a sms from Ger Wei,told me that Gabriel become more serious,previous 2time chemo does'nt work,his cancer more worst,doctor say either keep goin on the same treatment but it seem not work...2nd choice is take a new and Super strong chemo,after take it all body immune system will become zero,if 6week can't recover mean straight away bye bye alr...after this new,i'm kinda get stun...last saturday just visit him,he look very ok alr ........now....i just can pray,whatever we can do is hand it to God.

*Gabriel do not give up,we will fight 2gather!!!

wednesday&thursday nite start draw my freelance drawing,wednesday draw until 3am,thursday until 4.30am,i'm kinda like panda alr...help me...my face look terrible alr >.<

Dcamp coming soon,Thanks God 4give us all we need,from day one until now feel so hard to walk every step,facing man power problem,camp site problem,idea problem..many and many...but 1st of all i wanna Thanks God 4His guide and never leave us...2nd i really appreaciate all hard work that my Exco done...so sorry 4sometime i'm really busy for my work...no idea...but at last we done it...hope we keep work hard cuz we jus left 18days to go. Dcamp 2009,R U Ready ???

Bungalow 3D drawing

Tadaa,long time no updated alr. Stil the same,busy drawing in office,rushing and rushing....somehow my bungalow customer need to go Australia to visit her daughter so i hav to complete all 3D drawing b4 she fly lo... Living Hall Design Living Hall Design Son Bedroom Audio Room Nowaday prepare butterworth customer 3D,next week another new customer drawing again,add oil ba!!! Dcamp coming soon,many many thing not yet done....God Help me please!!! i need idea and wisdom,do not leave me!!!

Do u have masK?

Feel so many mask around me...especially some holy shit guy which around me...in front of many ppl act til holy but at the back another mask again...shoot ppl at the back then treat like a good guy infront everyone...wat a good acting skill...y dun give u a Gold award,Oscar??? whatever...1thing i have to praise u that u hav a chicken butt "mouth" which noe how to talk talk with very loudly...but what u noe is TALK ok? many thing that u shoot me at the back dun think i dunno...somemore use oth ppl name to shoot me...please la...think b4 u use the oth ppl name to shoot me? u noe wat the relationship between the ppl and me ah? Please la updated ur skill....please dun always use the same skill which always shoot ppl by using oth ppl name...if u not brave enough then better dun shoot ppl....Oppp..sorry i noe u never brave b4 cuz U JUS A NOOB,ok? hav many thing i jus silent and dun sound out and kira banyak...from day one until now how many time u shoot me at the back? sure u won't remember but i will remember xD do so many thing behind ppl...actually wat u wan le? a piece of cake? SHIT? I'm so sien with hav those kind of ppl around me...but i can't do anything...maybe ur house dun have mirror gua...whatever u just keep on ur mask show and ur acting show,hope 1day u not enough mask to cover ur ugly face infront of ppl... dun guess who it is...i'm not shooting anyone...if u think is u then is ur own problem,then u should go to face the wall and repent ur own,ok?

I Want SLeepp...........

This week almost not enough sleep every night...
almost becomealr...

06-04-09:

after back from work,go to church for praise&worship practice,then 11pm go back home wanna start my freelance drawing...whehn i start get idea...mum come in my room and told me that my eldest aunty been send to hospital cuz feel difficulty to breath..so i've rush to hospital with my family member..2pm only go back home...sleepy alr so can't continue my drawing...Thanks God that Aunty is fine ^^.

07-04-09:

sleepy when working lo...sien...after work go to church for High Praise practice...tire but very enjoy in worship,hahaha. Good Job bro&sis,add oil la ^^. after practice go home and continue my 3D drawing..2am my eye totally can't open alr so hav to stop... slepp zZzZzZ.

08-04-09:

today much better. after work go Gurney with Ah Boy then havin dinner and go Cafe with dominic for 2game,wahahaha. Go back continue my 3D...who noe 12am fall asleep while waitng for rendering =.= lll 4am wake up cuz heavy rain,so keep continue my 3D...finally 6am morning i finish all my 3D...Yeah..so happy...go back sleep again...hehe.

09-04-09:

working working...working...stil the same ...drawing and drawing...hehe. 2nite go to church for last supper service... Thanks God for send Jesus to save all of us,He Love all of us. After service go to Cafe again..cuz our Bro Kenny come back from NS...go playing game with him,dominic and boy oso..hehe.

10-04-09:

morning go for braces treatment lo...feel abit oain when eating lo.. >.<

today finish another 3D,hmm...i try to using sunlight effect...i try to adjust the light effect from 6pm until 8pm...sien..finally come out with this...

hmm...actually i feel not so nice la...cuz i online found that other ppl draw with sunlight effect more nice...

wish that 1day i will come out with those nice 3D...add oil add oil ^^

9pm go to church for high praise practice again lo...after practice go mamak with Ger Wei,Ah Lian&Ella.

Dynamic Camp is just left 2month,mant thing not yet done...i'm so worry bout it...all commitee hav own stuff to busy...my vice chairman TY currently stay in Nilai Inti..will back to Penang soon..Cheri busy for helping dad to manage hotel work...do pray la...after next week 19th April High Praise...all will fully concentrate on Dcamp preparation already...all Team...be prepare ya!!!

Modify and Modify....Practice and Practice

My latest 3D,jus complete when i bloging,hahaha!!

This week i'm busy to modify my 3D....but thanks God i learn much and much in handle my 3D software...add oil.

Master Bedroom Design

AIM High Praise coming soon,i'm one of the musicion...practice and practice...add oill all team,do our best for Jesus!

IMPORTANT: Keep pray for Gabriel.

Thanks Everybody.